Last summer when he was stationed in Panama City and I was in school we went two months without seeing each other. At that point though we hadn't been together super long. I truly believe it's SOOO much harder now that we have lived together the last year.
I went to Canton tonight, an area in downtown Baltimore, but left after two hours. It was really nice to catch up with my old best friend Tony, but being there with random 90's rap songs playing in the second floor of Coburn's I really just missed Nick.
At least I know there are only three weeks until Thanksgiving when I'll see him again. I just can't believe how hard this is. I can't imagine how hard deployment is going to be. It seems worse being here though because I feel almost like I've been dropped off and left behind. Which of course isn't the case. But it just feels so weird being back in my parents' house and by myself (at least I have the dog fortunately!).
Alright. I'm complainey tonight. Sorry. At least he isn't deployed. At least I can call him if I need to. I just can't wait to be living with him again. The warm weather would be kinda nice too...